Punishments and Endurance Training DD Training Week 1

This week he has introduced all new punishments to me. Week 1 punishments

Misbehavior: Refusal to complete task

Punishment: Holding a toy at arms length for 2-3 minutes. OMgosh it hurt soooo bad and he kept saying hold your arms up higher (45 degree angle) then higher and higher till they were almost 90 degrees. My arms were shaking by the time he told me to recover and then I had to give him 20 push ups.

Misbehavior: Forgot my medication totally (all of them). This was a repeat (about 7 times) offense so he was understandably angry with me. It is offense if I don't take them at a certain time but to forget them altogether is unthinkable.

Punishment: I was told to stand in the corner (now at attention with nose touching the wall) and wait for him. It was really cold, we are trying to save money by not having the heat on if possible, so I was shaking and defiant. I HATE being cold. He told me to give him 20 push ups, then 20 crunches, then 20 leg lifts (will give definitions of how to do these in another post). The leg lifts were killing me. Then he had me do 20 4 ct. lungs but I could barely keep up. It really bothered me that I "fell out" but my legs were jello. Then he motioned for me to come to him and lay across his lap. I always have to come to him he won't come to me and if I don't submit I am in more trouble later. He removed everything I was wearing on my lower half and I layed across his lap. He started with a warm up to keep me from bruising but because it was cold in the room 68 deegrees and my skin was cold the spanking hurt a lot worse than it normally would. After about 30 swats he let me go in position {kneeling in front of him} and warned me that this would be a dream compared to what I would get if I EVER forgot my medication again. I was very grateful for his leniency but then felt guilty like I had gotten off easy. He let me no that there is no way I would have been released if he was not ready to end my punishment. I felt better that he truly was in control and I don't need to be.

On top of these I also recieved several maintenance spankings. And had to go stand at parade rest in the corner and do several push ups just because.

God Bless

MJ