11 November 2009

CDD Boot Camp Day 17

Things have been interrupted in the middle again and its irritating me. Not really HOH's fault or mine but life got in the way. I have to say though that I feel firmly planted in my role and that he is in his. So this week will end Boot camp. Although he will reserve the right to institute it at anytime again. A whole lot is not really going to change. I will still be punished (with or without reason) and I will still be answering to him. I am ok with that. In fact I rejoice in that. I want him to continue to push me and help me to grow in ways I can't imagine. So ends this part of the journey, but the larger picture goes on.

I have racked up quite a bit of punishment and HOH has not been able to deal with me properly. the stress of success has caused me to slip in my obedience and respect and will very soon atoning for my sins. Hoh is firm but fair and I appreciate that.

I will continue to be punished everyday until my sentence is complete and though kids and life have gotten in the way> we will be revisiting boot camp weekends soon I am sure.

I am so proud of HOH, he has really come into his own and embraced his role in all this and helped me to understand mine. He IS the head of the house, its not a question or a maybe but a fACT. I will not deny or challenge that. Hold on tight readers I am SURE I will be having a hard last days. Especially when I have been neglecting my duties for computer time.

God Bless

Mandy

2 comments:

  1. I have always believed a naughty wife should be thoroughly disciplined by a husband. From the moment you said "I do", at your wedding, is the moment, you should have been put over his knee, your bridal dress raised waist high, your panties, taken down to around your ankles, and a good spanking given to you on your bare bottom.

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  2. The reason I write this is because of the use of hard and heavy instruments for spanking. If the sensation is too chocking it tends to result in blocking the memory of it and there you are; the effect is questionable.

    Here is a little information about this birch bundle made from very thin ends of twigs. If you use this bundle you´ve got a form of correction which gives an intense pain but it nevertheless leaves no marks that don´t disappear in about one day.You don´t have to use much force here - it isn´t nessecary, the pain builds up slowly and you can keep up the good work for half an hour for a lasting impression in your wife´s mind. This isn´t cruel at all compared to using a cane which you can use only a very short time and therefore that doesn´t cause the lasting memory effect you want to achieve.
    Have in mind that this birch branch bundle dries very quickly. You can easily soften it by putting it into a big ceramic bowl or anything with hot water. It then becomes as good as new and fresh. I think that these implements that are mentioned here very often are too harsh and nearly cruel! With this natural, silent and free tool one makes the dear wife´s behind get this neccessary, intense pain without bruises and scars.
    I strongly recommend a bundle of about ten, very thin branches from a birch tree, for example! A proper length can be about one foot two.It should look like this, without any buds and perhaps with even thinner ends of the twigs:


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    No noise at all, (at least from the tool), and very effective but still harmless.
    You can normally start up with 20 to 30 slaps with open hand and then use this bundle! If you want to be very silent you of course use this method immediately,
    It is a very mild form of spanking at the beginning but after about 50 lashes it makes a sharp, stinging feeling that can not be ignored.Then you pause for a minute or two and then continue. All of this can and should be done several times but of course it is up to yourselves. Do not forget, during a maintenance spanking, to communicate with caresses and hugs. We love our wives, don´t we!
    Friendly.

    Sigurd

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